And I'm so sad, that it is over between us.
I can't tell if it was me for being too distant
or if it was you who didn't give in enough effort.
I will always, always, always care for you.
I know I don't message you first,
or give you much good morning messages,
but I've grown so accustomed to you greeting me first
that I wait every day for you to say hello to me.
Even if I don't give you the hellos first,
I will always respond,
I will always always respond to you.
You have my heart.
Give it back to me when I'm ready to have it back.
It breaks my heart to imagine you with another girl,
doing the things we did,
holding her hand,
kissing her cheeks,
hugging her,
going on dates,
it breaks my heart that that girl won't be me anymore.
I wanted to be that girl for a long time.
I wanted to be your girl for a long time.
There was so much things I wanted to do for you,
so much things I wanted to do with you.
And now it's over,
before it even really began.
I miss you,
I miss you,
I miss you so goddamn much.
And I love you,
I love you so damn much.