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Wednesday, June 5, 2013 | 9:51 AM | 0 comments

I am always placing my anger on you, and for that I am sorry.
I told myself that we are friends, and that there is nothing deeper than that.
But a part of me refuses to believe that and the thought of you with another girl pains me.
And I'm not even trying to be a better girl.
I'm just burdening you with all this anger,
and you don't even realize the sadness that I'm harboring inside of me
because I refuse to tell you, that all this,
connects to you.
I know you don't mean to hurt me,
and that's why I can never resent you.
You're so special to me,
and I don't want to lose you.
I need to start appreciating you.
But I can't appreciate you with feeling attached to you.
How to cut off these complicated feelings?
I want to love you as platonic as I can,
without the romantic, and sexual feelings that accompanies with this love.